*sigh* Well, the title pretty much sums it up . But, here's the reason behind it. The last of my finals was today. I passed. But, barely. And, only because the professor took pity on me . Apparently, I needed just a little bit more for him not to fail me. But, it just wasn't enough. When I asked him, he told me "Look. If it's you, I can easily fix the F and turn in into a D. Unlike some of your colleagues, you've been present at all of my lectures. And, you've presented a decent term paper. So, that part is all good. But, you've kind of embarassed yourself on this exam, today. What I want is for you to come back for the supplementary session so you can get a better grade than a D.". But, the problem is that I really, and I mean REALLY, suck at this subject. Plus, the supplementary session will be on the 28th, 29th and 30th of May. Which is no good for me, as I'm supposed to be on a flight to the states on the 25th. So, I statred asking him if there isn't anything I could do now. And, after a few minutes of....practically begging (god, I'm so pathetic), he sighed and corrected the grade he had given me.

So, yeah. Right now, I'm not really sure whether I should be happy or not. Sure, in the end, I got a passing grade on that exam. But, at what cost? I had to swallow my pride and beg the professor not to fail me. I'm ashamed of myself .......